I'm thinking about quitting the site. I dont have enough time anymore, sorry for all you who care. I'll leave all the quotes on here but i probably wont ever update anymore.

But thanks, I have 140 subscribers.

I love you guys!

18 new subscribers + 12 comments = 30 x 2 = 60 quotes

Great job guys, I'm so proud. I love all of you!!!!

112 subscribers total
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{1}

I’m looking for something
that will mean more to me
than you ever did

{2}

I know it seems like a million years ago we dated,
but it wasn't. Maybe you're over it; maybe it doesn't
mean anything to you anymore. Maybe it never did.
But it meant a lot to me. You meant a lot to me.
You still do.

{3}

Comparing to the last time that
we had spoke, it seems to me that
you're not happy like you used to be

{4}

And when he’s not around;
there’s something missing in her smile.

{5}

She painted on a smile and learned to pretend
Her eyes are filled with tears, yet she’s gorgeous

{6}

No camera could ever capture the look
in her eyes & the feeling in her heart
when she looks at him

{7}

It seems a little sad that I was the girl
whose only purpose was to help you
find out who you're really in love with

{8}

She finally came to the reality
that she'd been living a lie all along...

{9}

Someone mentioned your name; my
stomach dropped && my heart started
beating faster... i couldn't breathe.
& then i realized i have fallen for you

{10}

Piece by piece and bit by bit,
I’ll break this down for you real
slow. But i can’t whisper all of
this, and i can’t seem to let this go.

{11}

I’m so sick of all your ‘’I’m sorrys’’
but im the sucker who believes you.

{12}

So let's kiss in the rain & fall in love.
Break our hearts with a tragic goodbye
& then tomorrow, we can do it all over again <3

{13}

& this life isn't worth it. --
faking smiles and holding
back tears in such young
teenage years

{14}

He was what i wanted; exactly what i needed.
He was what i fantasized, he was what i
dreamed and it would be so perfect if he
and I would leave. Why I couldn’t I just
tell him my feelings - we were meant to be

{15}

I hope everyone who sees us together sees
just how happy we are. I hope they see the
sparkle in my eyes & could feel the butterflies.
Then they would know what it feels like to be with you

{16}

I’m trying to find truth in words in rhymes,
in notes, in all the things i wish I’d wrote
because i feel like I’ve been losing you

{17}

If you don’t understand my silence,
you'll never understand my words

{18}

How do you explain something to someone
you don’t even understand yourself?

{19}

People ask me why I keep on loving you when it's
clear that you don't feel the same way for me. The
problem with me is that as much as I want, i can't force
you to love me, I can't force myself to not love you

{20}

You know you’re in love when
nobody else is even worth looking at

{21}

The truth is--I’ve
never fallen so hard

{22}

Sweetheart, don't flatter yourself,
it’s all past tense.

{23}

I've been thinking about you.
It's unbelievable to me but suddenly
I think I'm falling in love with you.

{24}

I guess what killed me the
most was hearing them ask
you "did you love her?" and you
shrugging and saying "I thought I did...”

{25}

Maybe if we were still together
my heart wouldn't b e a t this slow
my life wouldn't seem so i n c o m p l e t e
& time wouldn't just s t o p all of a sudden
I wish I had the courage to s p e a k my heart
with out being afraid

{26}

I thought i was over him
---> d o n e w i t h   h i m
but then there he was
& &   i   couldn’t breathe

{27}

You say I'm a dreamer;
I would have to say that’s true
there’s only one thing I dream about
& that one thing happens to be you

{28}

The girl who seemed unbreakable... Broke.
The girl who seemed so strong... crumbled.
The girl who always laughed it off... cried.
The girl who never stopped trying... finally quit

{29}

She's smiling, is she happy?
She looks happy...but it doesn't matter.
Let me tell you something - not everything is as it seems

{30}

&& I'm falling harder than I ever have before
so catch me, baby... before it's too late.

{31}

Somewhere between all of
our laughs, long talks,
stupid fights and retarded jokes,
I fell in love.

{32}

Every guy always asks me
"what does he have that i don’t?!"
&& i reply "my heart. . .”

{33}

Did you know that her favorite color is pink
or that she’s terrified of the dark, that she cant
sleep without tons of pillows surrounding her
or that when she thinks of you, she smiles
even though she doesn’t want to care. Did you
know that she loves the way you look at her
did you know...she's in love with you?

{34}

& it's no big deal,
so i wasn't good enough for you;
I’ve never been good enough.
Not for anything, or anybody
my whole entire life

{35}

I’m not saying i don’t want you
im just tired of trying to chase
after you.

{36}

There are 6,470,818,671 people in the world.
 Some are running scared. Some are coming home.
 Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are
 just now facing the truth. Some are evil men, at war
 with good. And some are good, struggling with evil.
 6 billion people in the world, 6 billion souls, and all you need is one.

{37}

She’s got stars in her eyes and a bruise on
her tongue- bite marks from the things the
never says. She’s learned to say things with
her eyes that others waste time trying to put into words

{38}

I never thought I’d meet someone
that would be so hard to forget

{39}

She’s afraid that she might actually
love him...& that scares her

{40}

With a tear stained face
she sits on the porch
looking down the street
just waiting for him to come back

{41}

I want a guy that will
make me smile when I
hear his voice, a guy that
will love me unconditionally,
I want all of my friends to say
'She's happy again'

{42}

just when you least expect it you start to
think about how he makes you laugh &
how you feel when you’re around him &
you realize after all this time you care
about him more than you ever thought you did

{43}

i just want to be your everything

{44}

She'll say she hates you, she'll
say she never loved you. She’ll
say she doesn't ever want you
back, but deep down inside the
only possible way she could
mean this is if her fingers were
crossed.

{45}

Can’t you see it? She loves you

More then you could ever imagine

It’s in her eyes, it’s in her voice, it’s

In her smile, she’s so different when

You’re around, so much happier. You’re

The one for her, but you don’t see that

Do you?

{46}

So maybe I was a bit unrealistic.
Maybe it's that alone that broke my heart.
The idea that I'd meet a guy, fall in love,
& he'd always be there. I failed to imagine,
that one day, he'd just leave.

{47}

Someday, I Put My Headphones On
Turn The Volume All The Way Up
And I Go Outside In The Pouring Rain
I Stand By That Tree Where We First Kissed
&& I Wonder If You're Out There
Listening To Our Song

{48}

The first time i saw him, he was a mess; thoughtless;
and careless of anything around him. And i thought to
myself, he's the one...

{49}

&& she keeps her secrets. Tries to
hide her past because everything
lately has gone way too fast

{50}

I want a day to go by when
I’m not pretending to be happy…

{51}

A girl is much more than what seems-
not a toy by any means... Underneath
the make-up and the hair; there's a
sign that says 'handle with care'

{52}

She just can't sleep in her bed
She's falling down the stairs
She's tearing out her hair
She's screaming his name

{53}

Take chances, a lot of them. Cause honestly
no matter where you end up && with who,
it always ends up just the way it should be…

{54}

& you just know it's true when all he
has to do is look at you and you fall <3

{55}

Never, is an awfully long time.

{56}

You don't get to choose, you just fall in love. 
And you get this person who is all wrong and
all right at the same time.  And you know that
you love them so much except sometimes they
just drive you completely insane.  And no one
can explain it.  And the reason it's so confusing
is because it's love.  But, if love didn't have
challenges, what would be the point?

{57}

Dreams tell us things, maybe one as our
special love, that one person that could
make a difference in your life that maybe,
just maybe, if you wished hard enough
could come true.

{58}

&& she finally stopped playing their song
when she realized she was dancing alone

{59}

Sorry babe don’t mean to cut you off,
but I’ve heard enough lies && your
dying to get c a u g h t.

{60}

&& I wanna be the girl that you see,
and dead stop in the middle of a
conversation just to look at me<3

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xoxo,
Destanie

I thought I did pretty good today,
hope you guys do too!

I wanted 100 subscribers by the 5th guys. I just needed 6. I got 4. So I'll update when I get 2 more subscribers. I have 98...

xoxo,
Destanie

8 comments + 6 new subscribers = 14
14 x 2 = 28 quotes

great job guys! I was going for 90 by the first so now
I'll go for...100 subscribers by.... January 5th... You
can do it! That gives you 6 days to get 6 subscribers!

94 subscribers total.

When you comment please tell me the # of
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{1}

Sometimes I wonder if there’s a sign
on my back that says break my heart...

{2}

I thought that by telling myself and everyone else
that I hated you that sooner or later I would come
to believe it. But I now realize that by lying, it makes
me want you even more

{3}

There are many kinds of love, but the most painful
kind of all, is love that's never been returned...

{4}

If I pretend that I haven't fallen
for you then I don't get hurt...right?

{5}

The hardest thing about dreaming about
someone you love is to wake up
but if the only place I could see you
was in my dreams I would sleep forever...

{6}

Your eyes were what caught my attention,
but it was your smile that kept my gaze...

{7}

You're not worth the tears,
you're not worth the heartache,
I don't know why I give you time,
you're not worth the pain,
you're not worth the emptiness....
yet still I wish that you were mine

{8}

Love is love. No matter how old you are.

{9}

Anyhow, I’m fine. I mean not that I’m over it, but
little by little it's getting easier to pretend it's
easier, which means easier might be right
around the corner
<|3 –Gilmore Girls

{10}

I hate your beautiful  eyes,
they make me fall harder every time…

{11}

The nightmares don't scare me anymore.
 Not as much as waking up....

{12}

That’s why they ’re called dreams; they'll never be a reality

{13}

Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend
was a choice, but falling in love with you was
beyond my control.

{14}

Maybe they are right. Maybe I did get my hopes
up too high. Maybe I was way over my head.
Maybe I was the stupid one for ever thinking
that he liked me. But maybe, just maybe I'm
tired of being alone.

{15}

I know "I Love You" is only eight little letters,
But I mean everyone one of them...

{16}

I've got to be honest, I've been waiting for you all of my life.

{17}

Do you know what it's like to reach for the phone
and pull your hand back because you remember
you're not supposed to call anymore? You sit there
with tears building up in your eyes because you
know it's not that the last time you'll miss the
conversations you've shared.

{18}

What you don't know is that after

Everything that happened I still go to

Bed with tears in my eyes

{19}

As she watches him leave with tears
streaming down her face... She says
“You don't know what you mean to me”

{20}

He’s like one of those songs
that goes around & around in
your head & you just can't get it out

{21}

& there’s something about you
that makes me fall every time

{22}

I know your
nothing but lies
& I still can't
get enough.

{23}

& if she could show you
how much you've hurt
her you ’d never be able to
look her in the eyes again.

{24}

Even though I thought I stopped loving you,
every time someone mentions your name,
my head turns right towards them.
It’s like every time I hear it,

I think of all that we could have had
& all that could have happened, that didn't.

{25}

& people hurt her so
bad that the only person
she can trust now is
 herself

{26}

You ’re not the only one that’s lonesome

You ’re not the only one with mixed emotions

{27}

There are moments in my life
that I will always remember.
Not because they were important
but because they were with you

{28}

I’m looking for something
that will mean more to me
than you ever did

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xoxo,
Destanie

-- I'm sorry, the quotes won't be as good for a couple
days. I have to use my old quotes until I can get enough new
ones because I came home yesterday to find the computer
had been messed up and all my new quotes had been deleted
from the computer.. So I'll try to update with new ones soon.---

9 comments + 6 new subscribers = 15 quotes
x 2 = 30 quotes total

88 subscribers total

I hope you all had a Merry X-mas!

Remember: 90 subscribers by The 1st!

I'll get a new layout and new music soon,
comment me and tell me what band you
would like to hear!
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{1}

When a girl breaks up with a boy for no apparent
reason, it’s because she's scared. Scared to get
too close, scared to get hurt, scared to be too
vulnerable. Realize that she just wants to see if
you care enough to do something about it and
never let go of her

{2}

We never went out, but that doesn't mean I didn't
love him like a boyfriend. In fact, I loved him more
than a boyfriend. I loved him more than life.

{3}

you  put  the  smile  in  my  eyes,  the  laugh
in  my  voice,  the  silence in  my  stare, the
fate in my dreams, and the love  in my heart

{4}

Teardrops fall from those pretty little eyes
kind of hard to move on when you only told lies
she’s breaking down, everyone’s fading
it’s been so long and she’s tired of waiting

{5}

I've never been scared of someone before. Sometimes
maybe a little intimidated, but never scared. But you,
you scare me, with your beautiful blue eyes and your
amazing smile. I'm so scared that I will want to love you
forever, and you will want me only for a few moments
in your life.

{6}

Wanna know something?? The time I was
with you was the happiest I've been in a long time
That’s part of the reason it's so hard to get over you
& move on, because you were such a significant part
of my life & the thought of losing you killed me.
Now, I feel like I'm never going to be happy again,
at least not as happy as I was with you. To tell you
the truth, I would give anything to get back
that time, even go through the hurt again...

{8}

I read all the memories, looked through the box I put
away of me and you. I look back and I realized you've
changed me. I'm not sure if it was for the good or not
but either way...  I just wish I could forget about you

{9}

Every time she laughs   she
...Hopes he’s watching not so
he   sees   she’s   happy   but
maybe, just maybe, he'll fall
for   her   smile   just   as hard
as she fell for his

{10}

Girl: Do you really love me?
Boy: Of course I do.
Girl: I wanna hear you say it.
Boy: I don't have to.
Girl: Why not?
Boy: Because...
Girl: I just want to hear you say it in words.
Boy: I can't...
The girl started to cry softly and said:
Then you don't love me...
The two continued to walk in silence. They
reached the girls home.
Girl: Why?
Boy: Do you really want to know?
Girl: (hesitantly) yes.
He hugged her gently, kissed the tip of her nose
and whispered in her ear,
"Because three words are not enough..."*

{11}

I do believe our eyes have met 
some Time before This...

{12}

&& tell me darling,
why do I live like this
in a world of hate
where I get discriminated for loving you.

{13}

I could have sworn you said I
meant something to you...

{14}

Anyhow, I’m fine. I mean not that I’m over it,
but little by little it's getting easier to pretend
it's easier, which means easier might be right
around the corner
<3 Gilmore Girls

{15}

She looked out her window,
as the rain poured down.
She sung as loud as possible
with tears running down her face
of memories that will never be forgotten

{16}

"How do you know the questions
I ask myself in my heart?"  His
voice was low and urgent, 
"because I love you."  She
thought... but said nothing..

{17}

You know that girl who is always lost? The one with the pretty smile that no one could tell is a fake? That girl who seems to be so strong, but daily continues to break? You know, that girl who is always there and seems to have no problems of her own? The one who holds back tears until you are off the phone, that girl who is in love with a boy who tries to understand. That girl who if you reach out always pulls back her hand? Well, what a lonely life, what a sad girl she must be, maybe you didn't realize it but that girl is me

{18}

I read all the memories, looked through the box I put
away of me and you. I look back and I realized you've
changed me. I'm not sure if it was for the good or not
but either way...  I just wish I could forget about you

{19}

When I see you together, my heart breaks
in half and it's not because I hate her and
not because she doesn't deserve you and
it's not because I still love you... It's because
I always told you that you deserve the best,
and now I'm afraid you found it…

{20}

I should hate him for the way he's treating me.
Except that I don't. I wish I did. I wish I could.
Maybe that's what real love is. Not hating
someone when you have every reason to...

{21}

I get the best feeling in the world when you
smile at me because I know that just for a
second, I crossed your mind...

{22}

You asked me what was wrong I said "nothing"…
you turned your back and I whispered "everything"…

{23}

Some dreams weren't meant to come true,
I learned that from you

{24}

I realize no one is perfect,

but I changed my mind when I saw you

{25}

Break my heart and leave me here
but behind this fake smile I shed a tear

{26}

It kills me to see you loving her
when I’m stuck here loving you...

{27}

I only sleep because being awake without
you just doesn't make sense.

{28}

You only hold me because you
don't know who I am inside...

{29}

It still hurts like crazy, but now I've come
to realize I could do so much better...
even if it’s still so hard to believe...

{30}

I can't go to sleep in fear I may dream
about you, && wake up and realize
that dream will never come true...

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Quotes weren't that great this week..
sorry guys.. Its just been so hectic..
I'll do better next time!

xoxo,
Destanie

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